work hard and be beautiful

work hard and be beautiful

until you forget your sad love story

increase your value 

be a limited edition not a best seller 

because classy love will come for quality women 

your love story may fail 

but not your career 

because success will also invite classy love

if can't have you no one will

love someone to the point of exhaustion

until he shows no sign of getting better 

then after that let go

leave and disappear from there 

because that position is the lightest position 

to leave someone who has no conscience

you will not feel regret instead you smile and relieved

that the time is over

people come and go, but can't you be the one that stays?

marriage isn't, "i promise to love you until i stop loving you"

it's, 

"i promise to make a conscious decision

to continue to love you 

even when it's hard 

because 

i'm aware no one is perfect, 

but you are worth it"

no new news from the past

no matter how happy the past is, it will never have the same story when it comes back

because in fact there is no way back when a relationship in the past finds a dead end

no matter how long it's been since the breakup or how much has changed 

the basics are always the same 

we can't change someone if it's not from within

keep in mind that if he is the best, there will never be a word of separation

we also need to realize that we are valuable not to look at the past and want to move on for the future

someone who focuses on the past, prevents themselves from meeting someone new

we will find someone just as great elsewhere

don't let yourself relapse just because your heart is still broken

don't let yourself be pulled back into the past just because there are things that haven't healed

the best we can do is use the past to live a better life in the present.

carilah seseorang yang

carilah seseorang yang 

bersamanya tidurmu nyenyak 

didekatnya makanmu banyak 

di sampingnya bebanmu hilang 

dan didekapnya kamu tenang

i just want the memory of you to be erased, i'm sad because we can't be together

salah satu hal yang telah aku sadari adalah 

ketika seseorang berdiri di batas abu-abu antara iya dan nggak 

sudah jelas jawabannya nggak

karena kalau jawabannya iya, kamu nggak akan pernah 

dibikin bingung dan bertanya-tanya

why the universe brought us together when finally separated

 just wanna say 

thank you so much for being here with me 

these last 2 months 

for ups and downs 

laugh and tears 

sadness and happiness 

thank you for giving me your back 

to keep me sane 

i'll see you around dear

i really miss us

if you want to be married 

don't date men who aren't 

looking for the same thing

can we go back to how we used to be, watching movies together, telling stories together and getting to know each other mas?

when i tell Allah everything about what i should do and how

Allah says 

don't worry I am the best to decide the ending of all your life stories

you can cry

you can complain

I even allow you to repeatedly waste Me

I will still forgive you even though you have betrayed and wasted Me

even your prayers which I did not give

beg you which one I do not listen to

be grateful for what is happening to your heart right now

I will soon replace it with happiness

if you are able to be patient with what I'm testing

i'm sure you still think of me even a little

i'm totally fine 

if someine walk away from my life

cause i know people come and go 

but you know what hurts the most?

you treat me like you're scared that you gonna lose me 

but 

the other day you treats me like a shit

love disturbs the taste, i can't force it even though my heart screams

i hate it every time 

i realize how much i still wish you would come back

i also want to be like you who is fine after we parted ways

no need to show anxiety on social media

sleep well without having to cry last night

i hate it when i realize that i still here waiting for you to come back 

while you're already happy with your wife 

but why is everything about you still bothering me?

the best way is to separate because you and i can't be together

i'm taking a short break

you will always be my favorite character

thanks for the great adventure

Allah just wants to see you happy to make you happy

how can you always be in my mind

my principle is that if someone can cut off communication

it means that he has lost interest in us and doesn't like us

i can stop greeting him as best i can

it's hard and difficult 

but i have to do it

patient and slow

i'll definitely get used to it because i've been in this position.,

i said goodbye mas, we didn't get along

aku rehat sebentar ya 

kamu akan selalu menjadi tokoh favoritku 

terima kasih atas petualangan hebatnya 

ternyata Allah hanya ingin aku melihatmu bahagia 

bukan membuatmu bahagia 

mengenalmu

bicara denganmu

mencintaimu 

kini merelakanmu adalah anugerah terindah untukku 

logika tak pernah beriringan dengan hati 

ia selalu memintaku untuk menyerah dan berhenti bermimpi 

tak lupa ia juga menyuruhku untuk tahu diri 

i smiled

we were under the same sky at least

because love will not deny it will not be divided

broken many times

in the end she chose not to attach his heart to anyone 

except God, family and herself

she now spends a lot of time focusing on things that can make her feel like someone who has been reborn

what she can still fix, she fixes what was completely irreparable

she removed so as not to get in his way

she focuses on career education and things that have been her dreams slowly but surely

the puzzles that have been separated from each other are showing their shape

see she is now reading with tears in his eyes that she used to say that

now able to prove if she managed to rise from adversity

now she makes a wishlist of what things she wants to make happen in the future

there is no partner in the near future

there is only me, me and the growing gratitude in it 

if it is true that being broken makes a person stronger

then she must have learned a lot of things that were full of disappointments

she who has now reached the point of "ya Allah i love myself the most"

then she is getting smarter to share his happiness with someone

two bodies have been together for a long time

ya Allah jika doaku masih terhalang oleh banyaknya dosaku

maka mohon ampunilah segala dosa dan khilafku 

berilah selalu hidayahmu 

jika hamba mulai berbelok 

istiqomahkanlah ibadahku dan hidayah yang kau berikan

namun jika ternyata dosaku 

begitu banyak 

hamba mohon kabulkanlah segala doa ibuku 

karena sesungguhnya ya Allah 

doa dan tujuanku saat ini adalah membahagiakannya

dan semua doa ibuku untuk kebahagiaanku

dan kemudian dia akan begitu bahagia ya Allah 

jika aku juga bahagia

sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang paling Maha Pengasih dan Penyayang 

but you know, love can't, you can't blame

yes, now i'm alone

if someone asks the reason why my answer will be like this

i don't have to answer with a name

if someone asks who are you waiting for?

i also don't know what to answer

if anyone asks who else do you fall in love with? 

but what is clear is that i am waiting for someone 

whose goodness for him i always live in prayer

hopefully he will be protected, his affairs will be made easier and his religion will always be improved

i also don't know where he is, 

what his name is but i'm sure on the right day

someone i've been waiting for will come with the best version he has

i just need to be patient, keep learning and keep improving myself

i believe that Allah never breaks a promise

remember i'll always be faithful to take care of you

pengen banget punya hubungan yang benar-benar terarah 

hubungan yang ada tujuannya 

bukan yang sekedar, "kita jalanin aja dulu ya."

bukan hubungan yang berdebar-debar hanya di awal saja 

bukan hubungan yang bisa selesai hanya karena rasa bosan 

ketika aku bertemu dengan orang itu 

ingin sekali ngomong ke dia 

"mari berbagi seluruh perasaa, ajak aku kemana pun kamu mau. beri tahu aku semua mimpimu. repoti aku jika itu bisa sedikit mewujudkan mimpimu. menangis di pundak ku jika dunia mu sedang hancur lebur. berlari ke arah ku dan peluk aku jika hal-hal buruk menghantam mu."

tapi aku juga manusia biasa

aku tidak ingin sendirian

oleh karena itu aku juga berharap hal serupa bisa aku dapat dari kamu 

jadi ajaklah aku di seluruh prosesmu 

libatkan aku dalam segala perjuanganmu 

tapi jangan pernah berlari ke peluk orang lain 

ketika hari-harimu sedang bahagia

i beg you 

you will meet my best version

see you when our path cross again 

i will pave my own path to you, see you

i want love as it is

romantize your life 

take pretty pictures

feel like the main character, light up a candle, read books, go for a walk, eat, ear and eat

dance your favorite music 

watch your favorite movie

buy yourself presents

do whatever you want 

be happy, this is your life 

don't let anyone take it from you 

Away Too When They Go

it's scary to find someone that makes u happy

u start giving them all of ur attention because they're what makes u forget everything bad

that's going on in ur life

they're the first person u want to talk to in the morning

and the last one before smile

it all sounds great to have that someone

but it's scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness

away too when they go

i already know we are impossible, but why do we always meet

now i just realized

the higest point i love you is where when i can calm down and accept the fact 

that indeed you and i can't be together anymore

you're the one I thought would stay with me but it's not

later, if it turns out that 

we need each other, miss each other, look for each other, remember how our story ended at that time

but, despite all that i still remember you

as a person who is able to love me well and perfectly

make me whole and always strong in all things

because after all, loving you is the best part of my life

i have never regretted this meeting and i have never hated you one bit

because i believe that Allah is never wrong in planning to bring the two of us together

previously, thank you for teaching me, many good things

thank you for always accompanying me on the steps that feel very tiring 

if i take it alone and thank you for the time, opportunities, stories, arguments, and the extraordinary love

that you have ever given

once again thank you very much and sorry if ican't be the best for you at that time

now i can only hope that happiness will always be with you

for now and forever

of course i really love you

"perbaiki saja dulu dirimu, nanti biar Allah pertemukan dengan jodohmu dengan versi terbaik darinya."

"perempuan-perempuan yang baik untuk laki-laki yang baik dan laki-laki yang baik untuk perempuan-perempuan yang baik (pula)" -QS An Nisa 26

"tak perlu ragu, apa yang ditakdirkan untukmu akan mencari jalannya menemukanmu."

"doakan saja dulu diam-diam, tiba-tiba Allah pertemukan dan nikah kan asik."

selain jodoh yang baik, semoga kamu dapat ibu mertua yang baik, bisa dijadiin temen ngobrol, temen masak, temen belanja dan temen curhat."

your name crosses my heart, glitters across my heart

 atas izin Allah 

jika memang sudah ditakdirkan untuk bersama 

maka nanti akulah yang akan berada satu shaf di belakangmu

jika memang kita berjodoh 

percayalah 

se-asing apapun kita sekarang 

suatu hari nanti akulah yang pertama kali kamu lihat ketika membuka mata

tidak ada yang sia-sia atas doa 

tidak ada yang percuma dari menunggu 

jika sudah takdir-Nya 

sejauh apapun jaraknya, kita pasti akan di pertemukan

heart can't turn away from you

everything that is meant for you 

will find you 

from people 

to moments 

to things

if it is for you

it will come 

and when it does 

be there

enjoy. live and love

how can i find a new love, when you're still on my mind?

Allah tidak akan mengambil sesuatu dari kita

jika tidak menggantikannya dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik 

semakin kita ikhlas 

semakin kita mampu menerima dan memaafkan orang-orang yang telah membuat kecewa 

maka akan semakin banyak orang baik yang berdatangan 

kunci utamanya adalah "TERIMA"

terima hal-hal yang mengecewakan 

terima kalau kita tidak bisa menuntut dapat feedback yang baik 

walaupun kita sudah berbuat baik 

terima kalau orang-orang tiba-tiba left and go 

terima kalau orang-orang tidak bisa mengerti dengan perasaanmu 

ikhlaskan 

trust me, hukum tabur tuai itu beneran ada 

tidak mudah memang 

tapi belajarlah menerima segala sesuatu yang terjadi 

Allah akan memberikan apa yang kita butuhlan bukan apa yang kita inginkan 

thank you for loving me

thank you, you are very different from the others

sorry if i always want to win

sorry if i've ever been proud to start first

for you sorry and thank you for everything

i hope that i will be the destiny of your final destination

you're my life even though you don't know i'm in your life

i didn't ask to meet and get to know you

but the universe is in control of everything

accidental meeting, brings us to a long feeling

which i thought at first there was no feeling so deep 

that i thought you were the house

i had been looking for

in fact

only i hope that everything will end beautifully with you

we are just two people blaming each other and hurting each other

you are the one who refuses to be together

while i am the one who forces us too much to be together

our story will only be a memory that i always remember every second

when you're with her

in fact i can't hate you

i want to hate you to get rid of this feeling

but in fact i can't. 

can i open your heart and eyes a little?

look at me, i'm the one who always comes back to you when you need me 

even after you hit this heart out with all your treatment of me

even after i hated myself i never hated you one bit

i know i'm stupid for loving you too much

but do i want that? NO

i feel like i'm trapped in a memory that doesn't mean anything to you

i can't hate you and i want to thank you

because of you, i understand that it's not always 

that we love sincerely will be returned with sincerity too

but i don't regret knowing and loving you in the slightest

maybe this feeling will stay the same for you

until everything is clear whether we are apart or together

let me fill your day

i will accompany you in any condition 

as long as i'm the only one

now it's no longer about who is the best 

but about who can appreciate well

falling in love is normal

but falling in love over and over again with the same person is beyond reason

after 58 days passed you just read my message

apply of law of attraction and finally you apologize to me war is over~

i've met a lot of new people, so your chat is at the bottom

then after 58 days passed,  you chat again to apologize so your chat now at the top

how can you chat with me via bumble on your wife's birthday, mas?? 

it's okay the important thing is that you apologized

my advice even if you are far away from each other

please, don't cheat with your wife and child by playing this dating app

if you feel lonely and need a friend to confide in, just talk to your wife and your friends 

what are you looking for in a dating app

if you're just curious, don't ever try

i just need your forgiveness, nothing more

because it seems that Allah has given the way

i learn

you learn 

so let's walk on own's paths

bye mas Win

when will you come dear?

i'm still imagining who is the man who dares to ask my parents directly

i'm curious who the man i will post on instagram with the caption "hello my husband"

who is the man who will give me a dowry not just flowers

and who is the guy who will ask me to print a blue background photo together

Masha Allah just imagining it's so beautiful