terima kasih ya Allah
ini jalanku
ini yang terbaik untukku
ini yang sudah Engkau susun dengan sangat rapi
sekeras apapun aku untuk mengubahnya
semua akan sia-sia
aku yakin ya Allah
ini udah yang paling baik
luaskan sabar dan ikhlasku
dari apapun yang tengah aku jalani
-marhamah nurqolbi-
jika kamu menemukan pria yang baik
peganglah dia
pria yang baik bukanlah seseorang yang sempurna
tetapi pria yang terus berusaha
seorang pekerja keras dan akan melampaui batas untuk membuatmu bahagia
dia tidak sempurna
tetapi sedang berusaha menjadi versi terbaik dari dirinya sendiri
jika dia mencoba menjadi pria yang lebih baik untukmu
dan jalanmu di alam semesta ini sejajar
maka cintailah orang itu
hargai dia
rayakanlah
karena dia seperti orang yang jarang ditemukan
simpanlah apa yang kamu rasa dalam diam
serahasia mungkin
hingga debarannya
hanya kamu dan Allah
yang mampu mendengarnya
-Habib Umar bin Hafidz-
people who really love you
will always be there without being asked
and people who are truly sincere
will always make you their goal
not an option
bismillah
ya Allah
atas apa yang terjadi ditahun kemarin dan tahun ini
aku belajar, bahwa titik tertinggi dalam hidup aku
dimana aku bisa menerima diri sendiri dan memberikan energi positif buat orang lain
atas apa yang telah terjadi
mengingatkan aku
bahwa seberat apapun masalah dalam hidup
aku prcaya semua itu tidak lebih dari batas kemampuanku
dan au percaya bahwa didunia ini tidak ada yang abadi
tentang kegagalan, rasa sakit, rasa capek dan hancur
semua akan membaik
semua akan pulih
semua akan sembuh
tahun kemarin dan tahun ini memanng bukan tahun terbaik bagiku
but it's the best lesson
i hope we can learn from it
anytime someone makes you feel unworthy or less about yourself
take that feeling
embrace it and make sure that you'll never intentionally
make another human being feel the way that person made you feel
you are not the opinion of someone who doesn't know you
you are not going nowhere just because you haven't gotten where you want to go yet
but you are your own definition of worthwhile
take a look in the mirror
tell that person that he/she is beautiful is special and is important
when you feel down and depressed
remember that you're not alone
there will be times when you feel like it's only you in your bubble
but you're not the first to go through it
it's going to be okay
work hard and be beautiful
until you forget your sad love story
increase your value
be a limited edition not a best seller
because classy love will come for quality women
your love story may fail
but not your career
because success will also invite classy love
love someone to the point of exhaustion
until he shows no sign of getting better
then after that let go
leave and disappear from there
because that position is the lightest position
to leave someone who has no conscience
you will not feel regret instead you smile and relieved
that the time is over
marriage isn't, "i promise to love you until i stop loving you"
it's,
"i promise to make a conscious decision
to continue to love you
even when it's hard
because
i'm aware no one is perfect,
but you are worth it"
no matter how happy the past is, it will never have the same story when it comes back
because in fact there is no way back when a relationship in the past finds a dead end
no matter how long it's been since the breakup or how much has changed
the basics are always the same
we can't change someone if it's not from within
keep in mind that if he is the best, there will never be a word of separation
we also need to realize that we are valuable not to look at the past and want to move on for the future
someone who focuses on the past, prevents themselves from meeting someone new
we will find someone just as great elsewhere
don't let yourself relapse just because your heart is still broken
don't let yourself be pulled back into the past just because there are things that haven't healed
the best we can do is use the past to live a better life in the present.
