you're my life even though you don't know i'm in your life

i didn't ask to meet and get to know you

but the universe is in control of everything

accidental meeting, brings us to a long feeling

which i thought at first there was no feeling so deep 

that i thought you were the house

i had been looking for

in fact

only i hope that everything will end beautifully with you

we are just two people blaming each other and hurting each other

you are the one who refuses to be together

while i am the one who forces us too much to be together

our story will only be a memory that i always remember every second

when you're with her

in fact i can't hate you

i want to hate you to get rid of this feeling

but in fact i can't. 

can i open your heart and eyes a little?

look at me, i'm the one who always comes back to you when you need me 

even after you hit this heart out with all your treatment of me

even after i hated myself i never hated you one bit

i know i'm stupid for loving you too much

but do i want that? NO

i feel like i'm trapped in a memory that doesn't mean anything to you

i can't hate you and i want to thank you

because of you, i understand that it's not always 

that we love sincerely will be returned with sincerity too

but i don't regret knowing and loving you in the slightest

maybe this feeling will stay the same for you

until everything is clear whether we are apart or together