for Allah SWT

ya Allah let me spend my next birthday

If i still have chance in this world

To go to the place that makes me get close to You

Not to forget You ya Allah

ya Allah forgive me

You are so kind to me ya Rabb

You give me all what i need

What i ask for

But ya Allah ya Rabb

I don't want my heart far from You

I need You my Rabb

Your guidance

I want feel Fahuwahasbu in my heart

No one can help me in judgement day

but, please keeps this heart from neglecting

Forgive me

ya Allah, don't let me just focused for chasing this dunya

Dunya that You have guaranteed

But neglect to pursue the akhira that you have not guaranteed

Make me a shaliha woman, ya Allah

So later, generations of rabbani will be born

Generation who enforcers of your religion, ya Allah

I'm really weak

Then help me

Clean this heart from Dunya's love 

Help me to be the best shaliha