Rabu, 10 September 2025

the most important thing i'd tell my younger self

i met my younger self for coffee today 

she was anxious to have a social obligation 

so was i...

she showed up a few minutes late, wearing short pants

so did i...

she asked if we live in a nice house in East Java

close to our family 

i told her we've been living in a board house for 13 years

she wanted to know if we're working at our dream job

i told her YES, i working as civil servant as well and the office is near from homebase just 2 hours with train

she wanted to know, if we got married. 

i told her, not yet 

i still believe in soulmates and i hope i can met my husband a.s.a.p 

i told her if i still  tried, i want my husband show us unconditional love means

she asked what our life is like

i said, it's very simple

we don't have much, but we have more than we'll ever need

she ended the conversation by asking

"what happened to our dreams?"

i told her, they have evolved over the years because we started focusing on whats makes us happy 

before we parted, i said and make sure to believe in yourself

you might  live your life differently than others, but don't let that stop you from following your heart